Verse 1:
Sometimes i got nothing to write about
Tapped into my inner poet, i don't want a time out
Need a moment with words, they keep me safe from anything absurd, away from the herd
Either i spend hours listening
Lying on the bed like i have fever,
The music's medication, pulling my mind out of them ailments
Gone through failure, need a break from expectations
Or playback my previous works,
See which changes i have made, and which didn't work
I wanna live inside my head but i have to
Add more color, add new flavors
But life's been tough, it's been dull
Yet rough enough to slice and dice up my inner spirit
A promise turned into a disappointment in an instant
To live with it is easier said than done
Verse 2:
Their act of love is overplayed
Often used just to make me stay, double check my age
I'm in a stage where i wanna head
to places of my choosing but always held back by ...no
They still tell me where to go, and what to do
Like they have a surprise to show
And i'm kept in isolation, where i count seconds while I'm under frustration
Waiting for a door to open so i could sneak out
Then maybe seek for paradise
Looked back to glory days, when did i lose my ways
Too young to have flashes before my eyes
See, life's been tough, it's been dull
Yet rough enough to slice and dice up my inner spirit
A promise turned into a disappointment in an instant
To achieve is easier said than done
Verse 3:
Twenty two years and still confused
Afraid to make a move cause’ you're afraid to lose
But when you have nothing to prove what you afraid of?
Or you're just a twenty two year old with an excuse
Are you really satisfied
With just passing by
Funny that given your height
You never aimed high
Still got the nerve to stay fly
I can’t believe you/this is not what we do
We never raised you just to look like a fool
You think you're cool by wasting time with things outside school
Have fun with the life you’ll have when it strikes back soon
‘cause life is tough, it is dull
Yet rough enough to slice and dice up your inner spirit
A promise turned into a disappointment in an instant
