Album

Family Matters


Ordinary Lives
Rayneman
Producer: KMG
2018

Verse 1:

All he ever wanted was a happy little family

But the household atmosphere was angry by default

They tried to maintain the illusion of living happily

But both of his parents were earnest to a fault

His mom's story was that of rags to riches

And his dad's was of riches to rags

They had opposite changes, but were equally bitter

And he was inadvertantly caught smack in the middle of all that

He knew they kept secrets, but never dared to find out

Assumed that if he left the flames alone, it would die out on its own

Feigned ignorance was the way he coped

They'd keep it together for his sake is what he hoped

Until one day, they came home thunderously mad

And his mother proceeded to pack clothes into her bag

Revealed so many things, it was impossible to start

But he knew that everything had fallen apart

 

Hook 1:

His faith shattered along with all the family portraits

He couldn't say a word, his vision was distorted

Then his crying mother's sudden question made him quiver

Leave with me now, or stay in here forever

Of course he couldn't choose, for he loved them both equally

Defiant, as if to say that "none of this is real to me"

No way that he'd settle for just half of a home

So he chose to run away on his own

 

Verse 2:

Holding a cellphone and only 20 bucks

He went over to his homies and asked to stay there

But none of them wanted to be a part of his affair

Nor to have freeloaders in their care

So then he set out to seek self-sufficiency through work

But young with no skills or creds meant he had no worth

Next he tried to sell art for a living

But his second-rate sketches were only good enough for dimes and pennies

His reclusive upbringing came back to bite him hard

He learned what it meant to be filthy and to starve

His father's teachings have always kept him in line

But he'll be damned if he survived without resorting to crime

So he became a thief, but lacking stamina and speed

He was caught easily and got ganged up in the streets

Crawled into an alley, cried alone in the dark

For him, everything had truly fallen apart

 

Hook 2:

Hungry, bloodied, isolated from help

No words could explain just how pathetic he felt

He wanted to blame God, his parents, or his friends

But in the end, he knew that he could only blame himself

Reached the absolute lowest point of his life

To the point he even questioned what's the point of his life

Wishing to go back to the time before he left

He closed his eyes and waited for death

 

Outro:

He woke up, neither dirty nor dead

What seemed like an eternity was all in his head

Back from limbo, but knowing the hell that awaited

He turned things around before any of that became real

He went back to his home, where his parents were waiting

Set aside their differences and then embraced him

They promised him that it would all work out

Promised it would all work out...



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